I was so lonely that Saturday, I felt like i was drowning in it. 
I felt like i wouldn't survive the ache in my heart. 
I couldn't paint and I listened to You Can Sleep While I Drive on repeat for hours.
I lay on my bed, raw, until I slept.

Did i cry?  I don't remember if i cried. 

It seems like lately all I ever do is destroy people's trust in me ( Read more... )

(next time you want to paint with razor blades and need a canvas use my skin ) (this is actually every single thing that I've been feeling lately, convieniently put into one sentence ( Read more... )

I had this dream last night and it was very -- like, I think my heart broke in this dream. It was a love story, but I didn't really get the girl. She called me up, though, and said "my mom asked me if I would ever consider dating a boy, and I immediately thought of you..." and I sort of smiled and blushed and did that high school thing of talking ( Read more... )